c|ndy's tHoUgHtS...

2006-07-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

i need you. but you're not around. you're busy. i daren't disturb. but there's so many thoughts in my mind. are we remain the same? when guys busy, do they always forgot that they have someone behind? why? i don understand. i daren't stress you. cuz i don't wanna lose u again. but where's myself?? where has the 'me' gone to? i don knoe...manx...

2006-07-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

final of WC!!

guess almost everybody has been anticipating to the finals.hehe. Italy or France??!!! lolz. i dont know. i wanna both win!! wahahaha.. well, i hope france win... hehheh..it's zidance's last WC after all.. let him win la... lol...

has been so busy recently.entered into Yr 3!!! now i realise it will be like a tutu train... manx... sooo fast.. lol. or even a rocket.. gg to promote to SN next year manz... so fast~ i hope i'll pass!! lol..

things between me n honey..hmm.well..our feelings stil strong...but no time meet.. sob.. he's so busy with his work.. sometimes miss him until i'm soo sad n moody.. but wat to do? hehs. i'm just glad tat he toook the effort to make his time for me. anyway.i'm busy too. but my time is flexible la. hees. i miss the times we both go dating.. miss our movie dates.. miss our campings... so many many.... manx...

wat else to update?oh ya.i'm gg to change my blog as long as when my com is totally cured~ lol.

2006-06-27T01:06:00.000+08:00

sianz!
where has all my luck gone? manx.. ha... watched england vs ecaudor~ disappointing! why is it onli 1 goal.. =.= england could have got 2.. lousy man... donnoe wat's beckam doing..old liao... lol..

just finished watching italy n aus. cow... italy played until soo 'smelly'.... aus is good man.. but soo sad!!! they lose in just that 5 secs!!! the defender tooo gan chiong already!~~~ could hav tahan for 5 secs more!!! den penalty kick for italy!!!! oh shit manx.... italy entered the round of 16..=.= the aus are soo sad... c the way they attacked n defend.. can realli do both well manx..

but noe wat???!! totti is sooooooooooo handsome!!!!! lol... now i know another football player~!!! wahaha.. he's sooo handsome. lol. i'm captivated by him. lol. =p

hope later the match swit n ukraine wont disappoint me. *praying hard* geex

2006-06-26T00:26:00.000+08:00

went celebrate peiyun's bdae ytd. meet fenglin,szemin & peiyun at kenny roger marina sq. geex. 2nd time having kenny roger. manx.. soo full becuz of the side dishes. lol. den shop ard... look ard.. bot a pair of earrings!my ears are finally ok! hehe. den ben came join us. duh! eat again! at donnoe wat sushi restaurant. oh man.. i had such a 'full' day. haha. den tracy came join us.. they went explanade walk walk. while i meet honey to go home.. cuz mom home alone.. haix. she always so poor thing.. i realli don understand y moms jus cant find their own programs to do.. hee

todae..hmm.shoppin wif mom! heex. bot a bag & a pair of shoes! yea.. long time haven been on shoppin spree ehx.. somemore,i bot 2 pairs of earrings too! hehe. den meet honey play game.hehe. den home sweet home! =p =p =p

2006-06-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

2nd week at ward 51 is going to over.heex.tml wil be last wk!

tis month has been watching WC~ lol. so many matches. won here n there. heex. ytd one was the best. =p

watched 'silent hill'. not bad i guess. like Omen lidat..suspending..disgusting... i will give it at bout..maye 6? heex. den shop ard marina sq. i saw tis puma jacket!!!!i love it!!! manz..... donnoe when to get it.. unless i win more? lol.. hope man... i wanna shopping!!!!!!
went mommo after that. was kinda sianz n disappointed somehow.low mood. but overall, it's ok lahx.. maybe becoz too tired..have been out the whole day.. heex.

todae. work work work. kinda relax but allright la.afternooon shift mahx.hee.sian.tml onli 2 students.hai.i hope i wont die manx...

2006-06-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

long time no blogs manx... lazy n busy... geex...

recently haf been kinda unlucky manx... stupid schs.. n i wonder y dumb ppl can actually be lecturers... =_=

sat. finish work. meet honey. man. he's late! hmpf. waited for an hour. !!!! lol. stil buy cheesesticks for him ehx... =p aft tt, went walk around... den play lan. nth do oso.. wanted to do some outdoor activities.. but nowadays the weather like shit. hais. missed our campings.=(

todae. raining cats n dogs. but noe wat? i hav a nice sleep eh~ aft one whole wk of workin n stuffs. geex. but hav bad dream. =_= went play lan. man. i wan shopping! wanna change my style. hai. i'm gettin bored with myself. lol. but stil, i'm kinda conservative abt changing style ehx.. lol. but wan to get sth diff. geex. den bot sushi at carefour~ lol. for the past 6 mths i din even touch sushi. sudden urge of eating sushi.hehex. =p aft tt , home sweet home~

2006-05-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

borin boring boring.... work work work.. argh... so tiring.. everytime aft work jus sooo tired.. legs so smelly one.. haix... anyone noes how to get rid of foot odour?? lol. realli hate that damn shoes!!!

however,kinda like the job i'm doing... the onli sickening ting is it's soooo tiring n bored! no life~ heex. other than that,everythin is great. sometimes,seeing old pts r jus kinda funni n cute.. some dementia ppl.. see how they vent all their emotions,their screams etc. but some r kinda cute. i wonder wich grp i'd belong to if i were old.. i hope i wont haf dementia.. i dont wish to forget my life.. heex.. nth much oso...

oh ya! honey pop up at my place! hehe. suddenly wor.. surprise.hehe.he's just soo sweet.hehex.

2006-05-07T15:32:00.001+08:00

heex. long time no blog liaox. too lazzy to blog. =p

may 1. jojo's wedding.it was great. but super tiring.hehe. every bride is just so pretty on their wedding's day. so glad for em to be able to spend the rest of the life with their love. i'm lookin forward to mine. geex. wonder if one day, me n honey will be able to walk down the aisle together.geex. i hope we would. ^-^ it was a tiring day for everyone, as everyone woke up soo early.geex. until when dinner is over, abt 12 plus, we all rush home. i concuss right after i reach home. wahaha..

the rest of the day, attachment n stuff. boring boring. stil sick manx... havin my cough now.. =( well, attachment at KKH finally over. next wk gg over NUH. argh... heard tis ward not so gd.. d sister (manager) v strict. =_= hopefully,prayin hard i wil get a good lecturer.geex.

ytd.MAY 6. coco celebrated her bdae at waiting bar. heex. drink alot sia. long time haven touch alcohol. nowadays oso din touch omuch on alcohol. hehe. den went home ard 3 plus. tiring tiring.hehe. but nice day spent wif honey. cherish my time with him soo much...^-^

2006-05-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

2006-04-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

heex. meet up wif xian n mua. duh.mua the lead ger..was late!!!!!! *bish* lol. had sakae for dinner. hehe. mua is always so poor thing. last wk we ate pasta mania. she ordered the seafood mania. yet. it tastes soo bland and she had to add minstone soup to make it better. this time, she ordered the don, lol. it's sooo bland as well! lol . so she added the light soya sauce. wahaha. it's so funni (thou a bit of my fault,cuz i asked her to choose sth diff so that can share. lol. =p) had heart to heart talk..etc.. hehe. so nice...

aft tt, went to meet coco n the rest. talk bout the wedding. manx.. tis wedding has been on every one's mind now and then. lol. left with 2 more weeks! i stil like not sure wat r the plans. heex. den went to meet honey. play lan. den home sweet home!

today.nth much oso. suppose to go cycle. but they seems cant to make up their mind or decide the time . the weather is bad as well. so end up playin lan for a while. den wait for em to arrive at amk for dinner. eat.. discuss weddin again. =_= haha. quite funni that we gers are tinkin how to tease the guys. =p

2006-04-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

these few days seems to be lots of mood swings. lol. monday n tue slack at home to death. but tue was better. honey came n gave me a surprise! geex. i was realli damn angry wif him at first. lol. den he said ask me to wait for him at home.hehe. thou it's kinda late he came, but he's jus so sweet. =)
wed went zouk with rena,ting n her fren. heex. quite fun. hadnt been clubbing for quite some time ehs!! two more wks to my attachment. will be so busy. plus jo's wedding etc. preparations preparations. lol.

thurs. honey lost his fone. =( =( =( hai... jialat manx. no choice.. sobz sobz.. but despite so, we have very sweet times. hehe. nowadays,everything is just soooo...sweet~ =)

2006-04-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

whoa.... long time no blog.heex.couple of things to update.

tue.honey's bdae todae!=p went to the new cathy building.wow!!it's sooo cool manx... it's lyk watching a musical.. so grand! n noe wat? their services r damn good. got lots of food stuffs like pasta,pizzia,etc.. n then they serve it to u in the cinema! lol. so nice.geex. it shall be our next lovely place to go.=p

thurs.finally finish xamx!!!yyea!!!my brain cells r almost dead. geex. feel sooo much of relax after exams. but oso quite sianz.. cuz nth to do already... went to makan wif tracy n rest.den go home. n noe wat? the weather is jus so nice at the afternoon. heavy rain! geex. took a 2 hours nap. =p recently jus lack of slp.heehee..

fri. went to meet vonne vonne n her frens,febbie n huiling for shopping!!! we had a great time shoppin manx.. voone is jus like our 'mother'. wahaha... bot a pair of sunglasses n earrings!!hehe.finally bot earrings for myself... don dare to change.. but now,can already.hehe.however,my left ear is a bit inflammed.. a bit bit.. cuz wear aready quite pain.. so now i wore studs.hehe. den voonne go meet her dear,while i meet my fren.this silly fren of mine, long long long long time no see! lol. it's chuanyao! he's jus s usual. no change. =_= lolx. had a great feast. =p den meet up with coco n jac. sit down at the 'balcony' at hmv. hehe. the seats kinda unique.wahaha. sit down chat chat. den go meet honey. play lan!! =p suppose not meetin him,cuz he meets his frens. but end up one way ticket.hoho.=p quite fun. =)

sat. went shoppin wif honey!hehe. honey's time to shop. he got sooo many things nid to get. we went down taka men's bazaaar. he bot a pair of shoes. yea~ n we went to taka levis shop. wahseh...sales manx... n it's like... kao. so many ppl . hehe. we both bot a pair of jeans. den shop n shop.. eat... n den we go play lan again! hehe. dota~ noe wat.the last game was we 3 girls against they 3 guys. hehe. quite fun manx... =p

p/s.noe hu i saw on that dae? hai... i saw my ex,jason's close friend. darn..

todae! went to wild wild wet!! coco n jac n ivan n me! hehe. manx. we had such a great fun!!!! were having such a wild time. lol. played the samsung slide up. darn!!! sooooooooooo exciting n scary!!! i was really screaming away like mad..=_= hehe. den went geylang to eat good foood..=p nice nice dae.. so tired now.heex.

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2006-04-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

been some time to meet~= )

2006-03-14T01:40:00.000+08:00

sometimes,i wonder, do u really know, how i feel? when do i feel heartache? what do i feel? wanting to tell u so much, yet, end up, i had no mood, no point, in saying anything anymore...

2006-03-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

yea!! all the tests tests tests are finally over.. phew manx.. left with clinical skill test and leadership test. damn. tis whole wk jus keep studyin n studyin. argh! brain will explode manx... ytd honey's off day. but onli get to see honey less than an hour onli. he's soo busy.. sobbin..

hai.. how i wish could go honeymoon.. really wish to get out of tis place n relax... argh.. when will the day comes... stress!

2006-03-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

fri. was actually brooding over stupid stuffs,and got very upset. all the way,the moody emotions still remain til sat afternoon. coco msged me n asked me meet her at orchard to shop first b4 going over double o. yeah. so i meet her up instead. better than brooding over at home. met up,walk walk,was looking for the handphone accessories. bot a piglet one.so kawaii~ heex. after that,took cab to double o to meet up wif the rest. was acutally donnoe shd go in,cuz honey hasn't finish work, moreover, was still indecisive should or not to go in.

the rest of them paid first,while i wait for honey to arrive then pay.cause scali he's not coming,n i really don't want to like,go in a while den go home.it's waste of $. so wait for his msg,n finally,he said he's coming down.i was,kinda surprised.geex. so when he reached, me n him went to pay. an idiotic lady asked for my ic. so i gave her.den she said,i'm onli 19,not up to age yet. kao. wtf. i go sooo many times,n everytime check ic,i could enter.n yet,that damn lady said i cannot go in. haix. i feel so bad. becuz it's always me seems to trouble everyone.i was really pissed by the lady too. wat an attitude!

aft tt,i walked off unhappily. it's like,frm fri all the way til sat afternoon i was feeling so bottled.now tis ting happen. hai. realli tot can finally chill,yet..arghx. however,honey made alot of effort to cheer me up.

He took me to clarke quay.n we settle down at indo chime. it's sooo romantic. the ambience is soo nice... we ordered a bottle of housewine, and some fingerfood.it's the 2nd time that we went to such place for a drink. i'm so touched. moreover,it's soo coincidently that our 1st time at such place is oso fall on march.geex. well, now i was hoping the next time,it would be our 2 year anniversary.heex.in the end,we went back home happily. my heart just filled up with soo much sweetness,n, i realised how silly i am for the whole day. heex.
thanks honey.tweet!

2006-03-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored
i wanna go play man! hai. y m i givin myself all d stress.duh!
went je lib myself to study. lucky KC is kind enuff to find me. lol. he happen to go jp watch movie.so ask him come find me. so envy everybody. they all finish xams,yet,tis stupid sch. donnoe for fu*k is totally opposite! sooooooo pek cek now! >_<

2006-03-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

geex.happy dating ytd.^-^ meet up with honey at 330pm.supposingly 2pm!but 'somebody' woke up late late.bleh! hehex. went shop shop ard. take neoprints.feel so bad! cuz i dont noe the stupid machine.sobz.end up makin honey kinda upset. =( next time we take 1 more simple lor,hao bu hao? ^-^ den went bugis st shop for bag.heeex.he got himself a leather bag.so cheap.15 bucks.hehex. thou it's not really ba bao dai,but veri nice.hehe. suit him. hehx. shop shop shop.until 5 plus.den go town.eat thai express.den went partyworld.=p poor honey. hehex. but i'm learning how 2 sing lea... practise wor.. heex. kinda ex.next time don go le. hee. K luch sooo much cheaper. piff... heex. finally,reached home.hee.long long day.

2006-02-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

heex.
jus a sudden thought.seems to hear a few wedding bells nowadays. lol. don't know why.keep thinking and dreaming of it. lol. silly me? well, me now is a good ger already.sometimes,i wonder if it is me.hee.i've learnt a hard lesson.n it's really very hard. hmm. now,i learnt to be content,to cherish n treasure. it's always like that huhx?ppl don tend to cherish. moreover,i now got one wierd habit!lol. tat is, to start learning basic cooking! wahaha. poor honey. he will be my guinea pig.geex.but honey,u wouldnt mind,hor? lol.tweet! ^-^

2006-02-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

finally the day comes.heex.can finally see honey!!! thou it's only left than 1 week hadn't seen each other,but both of us just feel it seems months! lol. even my mom thought so. becuz she was thinking,'when's peter off day huhs.like so long haven seen him.kinda wierd'. hahahax. =p

went a bit bit of shoppin spree with mom before meetin honey at nite.geex. noe wat?i wanted to mend my shoes at the cobbler along the mrt way there.den lea. mom n i waited for him as he went for lunch.after that,when he came back,i say,' uncle.my boots the heels spoil already.so can help me?' that uncle keep quiet. take us at non-existence lor! so i tot he waitin for me to take out my boots.so i took it out,n he keep quiet again! totally ignoring us~ so my mom asked,'so how.can be mend' fuck up uncle say,' i no time today la,okay?! go jp there n mend!" damn him sia~ bh...! shd sae earlier rite??~ i shd have jus gave him a tight spack! i was sooo angry n embarrassed.if u no time shd sae earlier wat! rite?

den we went bugis to shop shop.hehe.went street.bot a long skirt n half skirt.hohoho.nowadays i'm jus soo in love with flair skirts.hehex. den went orchard paragon to eat thai express.treat my mom to eat. >_<>_< so tiring.heex. but fullfilling.

yippy!wed gg dating! ^-^

sweetie n sweetie

2006-02-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

me n honey at dbl o.wow.miss the times.geex.

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2006-02-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

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2006-02-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

heex.
jus finish uploading a poem for honey. first time,writing such poem to him. my vocabulary is limited,but just wanna expresss,my thoughts.=) honey.hope u'd like it. =)

nth much gg on todae.after lessons,went amk with tracy,fenglin,yingming,choyfung n lizhen.nth much oso.supposingly to meet a friend in the evening,but just,don't feel like going out. it's so bad of me huhx. i think probably tml bahx.otherwise i'll jus feel so guilty.

i'm missing honey soo much.he started work already.i'm tryin to adjust,so as him too. well,as his love one,i should be caring n understanding,rite? ^-^ i feel so blishful now.whenever i walk,whenever i'm alone,thinking of the funny times we had,i'd just can't stop smiling. i know i'll be lookin crazy,but a smile just keep forming on my face. geex. thinking of the happy moments,thinking of our sweet moments,n now,i'm jus feel so contented. =)

2006-02-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

nice weekends spent with honey.geex. went to his friend's weddin ytd.wow man..it's ssoooo romantic...hearing them sayin their oath... manx.. realli wish it would be my turn.geex. *blush*
aft that,went to play lan. ex ex. lol. nowadays, me n honey are lyk dota freaks. =p den went home. had soo much fun along the way home. lol. both of us are like crazy couple. haha. i'm laughin soo hard all the way.. manx... LOLZ

todae.quite relaxing.heex.oh ya.todae gloria's grp presentation for psycho.oh my god! the role play,i was really,really,really,almost laugh till i roll on the floor! wahahax. after that,watched 'walk the line' with honey.geex.so nice. like the story plot,esp when it's true story. so signifance in life. =) den went home.heex.

nowadays,honey is my top piority.i don't know.his presence,is very significance in my life.sometimes.just haf the urge to tell him,but,i wanna use the time,to prove myself first.=) honey,ganbateh for ur work wor~

2006-02-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

boring day. just go for tutorial. wanted to miss elective,jus noe wat? i jus received the msg this morning that we had actually presentaion today!=_='' smart huh. stupid lecturer oso.don realli like him, thou he's somehow handsome.but...alamak! haix.cannot make it. hahax. but we manage to finish it in 3 hours time.smart huhx. i tink i t should be not veri badly done. yah. hopefully we got it right.heex. nothin much oso. waiting for my pay to arrive.waiting for 1 week break.hai. tests coming.aiyer...sianz

2006-02-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's day~

heex.i noe my blog's entinct. just wanna wish all my frens a veri blissful v'day. for those who are attached,may u guys be loving as ever. for those who are single, buck up!!! LOL. anyway, there're still friends around. so cheer up.=)

honey suddenly pop up at my pl ytd and gave me a rose.geex.so touched. so long haven received surprise from him.n he's sooo sweet. geex. just as lovely-dovey. heex. finsh lesson at 8pm.sobbin.so cant celebrate much oso.neither dere's ath to celebrate.cuz go anywhere oso cost $$.end up play lan.heex.

realli love him lots. everyday will be a valentine for me,s long s ur're there wif me,honey. =) mmauckz!

2006-02-01T03:14:00.000+08:00

chinese new year!!! yippy!

have been busying going places to collec red packets. lol.
eve.went to chinatown to get new year goodies. duh! haven get ath at all.wahaha.was sooo packed... hardly could walk! went to find my fren.duh... got mistaken pagoda street to smith street.cause me to walk smith street twice n stuck in the crowd. diaox. lol. aft tt,11plus,went to explande look for honey.. but sad.. haix. watched the fireworks myself... cuz so crowded.couldnt find his grp on time. by the time i reach,it's jus nice to see the fireworks.. nice manx... donnoe y.. i'm always sooo overwhelmed by fireworks...=) aft tat,went dbl O. yea.. not much of crowd.hehe.n dance floor empty empty.played finger guessing. diaox.. it's always lidat!!! sit beside honey,i always lose!!! hmpf! nowadays my alcohol tolerance has been veri low manx.. must train back again. duh! but however,hehe,donnoe y,recently see shots or those small small cups i freak out. haha. no mood for drinking...=p

first day of new year.aft bai nian,at nite go ktv.hehe.my mom ah....is getting more n more li hai already... she's gettin more lame!!! noe wat?? while honey is singing the huan hun by zhou chuan xiong,everyone of us were really listening attentively n smoothly,den she suddenly pop up with the sentence,'tis guy looks lyk jesus'..... =_='''''''' lame?? hahaha. honey was lyk... shocked for a while den all of us laugh until lyk crazy... hahax..

2nd day,nth much lea..went to eddie's place.den play a bit of card onli,sit ard n chat.. s usual..hehex.

tis time,chi new year season lyk not much lidat.donnoe lea..doesnt' seems to hav the festive season.hee.maybe its' cause it falls on weekends bah.=) but hopefully,there's more red packetes to come.=p=p=p

2006-01-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

whoa..happy shopping todae!! with waiyan,her sis,her sis's fren,n kee nern joined us too! jus got my allowance,now,manx.left wif so little.wahahaha.bot lots of things.bot a cutie micky tube.sooo cute,cheap somemore.hehex.den bot a white tube.can make alot of patternes one.haha.den bot a necklance,oso can make lots of patterns one.den lea.bot 2 nail polish!haha.den bot body shop foundations n make a memebercard.hehe.den hmm.wat else lea...bot a lot of stuffs sia.hehex.oso meet up with lnog time no see fren.hehe.den wat else i bot lea..hmmmx..oh yah!! i jus pierced my ears!!! the 8th time on the same spot!!!! lol. congrats me. haha. better hope tis time successful..hehex.den shop until veri late,den go redhill eat. jus got home onli. cool manx. geex..

2006-01-22T19:10:00.000+08:00

bbq ytd was spoilt.haix.veri veri sianz.cuz of the rain,oso,preparations not good enuff. haix.. veri sianz. darlin they all left b4 bbq starts.=(

honey,xian,wenjun,n mua starts the fire.manage to start at bout 8.everythin was ended at bout 12. went down to mos. long Q. =_= walked to double O instead. drink 3 shots when i reach there. ~_~ noe it myself i wil surely knock off after that, cuz usually 1 shot is enuff for me. hax. nvm. bdae celebration. so it's okay. heex.anyway,honey's around. =) altogether,drink 4 shots. duhx.plus about maybe,1/3 jug? hahax. got drunk. walkable,but donnoe lea.gong gong one. =p

anyway,thanks pals,for coming yesterdae.=)

2006-01-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

sianz..!!!

wanna have someone to talk to now.. haix... y m i feeling so mooody.. everythin so bad todae.. late for lab, stupid lotion.. haix.. spilled all over my bag.. all gone... my $.. haix... heartache... n... jus realise my mp3 player isnt working anymore... all becoz of the lotion that spread onto my mp3.. got wet... argh!!!! y y y.. honey..tings isnt workin well with family... honey's upset..i'm upset.. everythin.. jus wat have i done in my previous life that i had such a dad.. haix... jus lyk an atomic bomb planted near me... when ever it wanna explode,it wil jus explode.. sighx.. hate everythin.. sick of everything...

2006-01-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

y is life so boring manx. or rather say,how come sch life is sooo boring. argh! so many of projects tis semester. noe wat? i jus realise i actually would be graduated next year!!! manx. now is onli the beginning of the year n i'm already thinking of next year. LOL. but u never noe. a year would jus pass lyk lightyear. so fast,tt u could hardly tink,wat have u done for the year.i hadnt realli plans or thought of wat to do with my future either... everything would jus have to take one step,see one step. but if there's a chance, i really wish could jus go overseas and work for a year or so. probably could study there or sth. i dont know. or maybe, could jus go into another line of career,doesnt neccessary have to be a nurse,watever. i stil have to serve 3 years of bond. to tink of it, i'm kinda stressed. lol. afraid of cant do better or sth..

sat went out with hon. hmmmx.went to do highlight den meet him.donnoe y recently jus so agitated. wanted to meet hon so badly. haix. den went shoppin. bot a skirt.honey bot a top n a pants as well. it's sales! geex. at G2000. duhx. finally honey's willingly to buy sth for himself. =) been urging him to get one. heex. he got me a blouse too. heex. aft tt,bot a skirt. the skirt kinda kawaii... lolx. well, jus wanna get sth tt i could wear for new year s well s casual. geex.

well,nth much le.lookin foward tml. hopefully club would be fun tml.=)

2006-01-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey manx...

dot dot dot... sch life... when will school life ever brighten up manx.. duhx... but nvm . todae, went to highlight my hair. wah manx. super long! din realise highlighting can actually takes so long. meet honey at city hall. eat thai xpress. heeheex. den went shoppin! wow. went to G2000.clothes are at sooo low price than usual... got a blouse. hehex. honey buy one. lidat i wil wear often. hehex. now at tpy. playin lan. overnite. hohoh. game freak? no lea.. =p

nth much gg on.. miss my com.. how i wish can be repaired.. haix.. quick manx

2006-01-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

went mOS last nite. whoa!!!! coolest club!!!! the environment are soooo nice.. geex.. the sofas... the seats.. the dance floor.. the songs... the areaa... are soooo perfect!!! was lucky last nite. cuz of the 'hurricane'. so not much of crowd.. manx... tingy is, left soo early...cuz my fren needa go home early. diaox... hehex.but oso shd lelave early la.. cuz end songs oso not nice,borin. heex. next wk must realli go there again. geex.=)

ps: lots of rich,damn,super rich ppl!!! 5 lamboguni n a few poshe i tink?! manx.. y life is lidat.. all rich ppl..de..lolx.envious

2006-01-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

year 2006

a brand new yr.. geex..how time flies.. see my blog.. last entry is stil in dec. haix.. com again... wanna save up to get laptop.. but i guess,by the time i save that $, i wud haf graduated.. hai... stingy parents.. time to get com they din wan.. =_=

sat. went to perm my hair. * boring* hahax. donoe wat to do wif my hair initially.. wanna perm,wanna highligh etc.den they recommend etc. so i do lorx. not bad la... haf to get used to it...hehex. gg to highlight tis sat. den went shoppin wif mom. saw chaunyao at isetan. wow.he seems to... shrink?wahahahax. or mayb i'm wearing heels. lol. he almost cant regconise me.i tot i saw wrong person! cuz soooo long haven seen him... abt 1 yr or more??geex.. stil as handsome.wahahax. but he stil look lyk woodblock. hahax. den saw rena n ting at Guess. geex. tis ting ah.. mia so long.wahahax.

ok a..nth much liaox.haf to go le... lesson startin.geex.miss my blog manx..=(

2005-12-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

nth much gg on oso. went club on last wed. not bad,though no handsome.=_= lolx. nahx.. most imptly,we gals had fun.heex.went to the gotham penthouse at clark quay. surprisingly, clark quay got lots of classical clubs. well,i dont know of that kiex.heex. the one we went to had a nice environ.n the drinks.oh manx.they are much stronger den anywhere else.hohoho.

attachment @ ward53 is over.3 wks gone jus like that.surprisingly,i'm missing tis ward..geex. the team staff nurses that we work with are so nice n willingly to teach,no matter even if they're busy. learnt so much during tis ward.of cuz there's some unhappiness ,but still, i find tis ward interesting,much betta my experience the other time in this ward. heex. maybe next time i'll choose tis ward when i'm a staff nurse.=)

2005-12-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

geex. tue todae. was on turning team todae. yippy. initially,was kinda excited bout it, cuz after u do the turning, u could jus rest n then wait for the next turning time. but who knoes, we took a long time to finish up the turning, so din rest much. but it's kinda relax thou. hehe.

wat i seen todae, one of the patients,realli made me feel so sad. sighx. y cant singapore jus leagalise the law( i forgot wat tat name call) , tat when one wishes to end his life due to terminal sickness, we shd jus help wif him/her with it. sighx. wish tis could jus be legalise or sth.... somehow,the way i see em suffering, regardless of the patient's pain,or the family's pain, lettin go is stil the best way. we cud jus save em from suffering for a long time, n we could save the family fianances as well.. manx... lyk todae,one of the pts i saw, sigh..i realli feeel so pity n sad for her... if i were her, i din want to live as well... but alot of times, we jus didnt have the courage... life is lidat... parts n puzzles....

well,lookin forward to tml.heex.ladies nite!! ^-^ hope it'll be fun.geex.

2005-12-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

yea!!!! my com is finally OK!!! heex.. so long liaox... so mani tings gg on...

attachment.stresed up. honey's not ard in s'pore for 2 weeks already. sobx.missin him like mad.well,finally he's comin back tis week. hehe.he betta get me a present!!!! or else, i'll kick his butt.. wahahaha... evil manx. =p

nth much la.. too much tings to sae..hehe.nexttime bahx.=p

2005-11-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

com's down. couldnt online,haix.esp when i'm jus havin my hols. diaox... so bored..

vacations started..but my frenx all start their sch. haix manx.... wanna club on ladies nite oso difficult. lolx. nth much.. last wk was jus packed the whole wk. cuz honey's out the whole wk. we jus finished our campin!~~ lolx. sooo fun. first tym had seafood over the hawker at east coast.. den we blade.. first nite was terrible. cuz got mosquito flyin ard inside our tent!!! so pek. lolx. 2nd nite betta. i was crappin thruout the nite. wahahax. sit down countin planes. lolx. been nice. listenin to the sea breeze.day time,we went rollar blade. blade all the way til end of east coast. wow. took 1 1/2 to 2 hours. hahahax. i'm gg to take up windsurfin lessons. sooo fun.... heex.

den aft tt wk,nth much. tis wk,been feelin down oso. damn bored... honey not free... n den when he's free, we quarrelled. now,guess stil bit of cold war..sianx................

*i had no idea who's the karen u are. are u CHC? the hell i've snatched ur bf b4 izzit.haix. i dont even noe u.

*to whoever is the imitation,even if i'm a bitch,it's NONE OF UR BUSINESS.

anyway,my blog is finally peaceful.guess i shd change my url.

2005-11-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

jus wanna sae sth..

dere's some ppl,aint better den me. who are jus as sux s cockroach,vandalising blogs, vandalising reputations, n even, go down all the way, to humiliate no one,but themselves. jus lyk SOMEONE who tag on my blog. but forget it. i'm jus bein magniamious,watever tat word is.

todae,do a bit of shoppin. bot a bare top,finally found one tt i so called kinda lyk. heex. hopin to see one dae can wear. lolx. nevermind. nth much oso. tiring. tml gg sentosa.whoa whoa whoa. hehex.

2005-10-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

heex. finally!!! exams over!!! phew~!!! went shoppin!! wif michelle. aw.. cant find ath i lookin for. haix. guess nowadays not easy to find.heex. coco came find us ,aft shop a while, went amk join the guys to eat 4.80 the zu chao. heex. initally,haf no idea where to go. den went double O. fun!! shiok manx. shoppin n dance until i backache. wahahahax. shiok. left at 3 plus,cuz super tired already. ^-^

2005-10-27T11:46:00.000+08:00

jus finished bio papers todae. manx. to tink of it, the saq are kinda easy. lolx. guess i memorize until the water can boil. wahahax. den went back home.study. evening,went to meet dicky for dinner. whoa. realli long tym no see him liaox. hahax. aft tt,meet up wif yew wai n wai yan at zouk. dance dance dance. stupid lea! ladies nite no free flow!!!!!!!!! drinks soooo super ex!!!!!!!! haix. reach there hear no free flow already sianx 1/2. hahax. nvm.... now i noe...

2005-10-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

nth much todae. studyin. studyin. studyin. but well,at least went jp wif hon for while. to run some errands. den came over my pl. geex. brooch jus learnt a new trick,to roll over. yea~ i'm blissful.... not lyk some other fellas,who got nth better to do den to vandalise my blog. but never the mind. i got plenty of TIME to entertain tat fella, jus in case she/he's bored that some1 had jus been dumped.LOL.

2005-10-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

bored.

nothin do todae but study. haix. cant wait for exams to finish. tryin to finish up studyin. good luck 2 me manx..

2005-10-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

*sweet*

went dating wif honey ytd... so long,hadnt had such nice,long,sweet date... usually meet up jus do nth much... went marina sq to walk walk... saw couple of stuffs tt quite nice. chatted... so sweet. lyk we so long haven chat... geex. den marina sq.walk walk... bot the bracelet 3 for $10 one,2 bracelets 1 ring.heex. den went play lan. haix. internet players r always so rude. not easy to find polite one. ^-^ den eat long john. geex. den play arcade!lolx. went explanade walk walk.. sit down,chit chat.. chat bout ath,everythin. chatted bout gg holidays.. haix... if onli... if onli i save... perhaps by now, can plan for short trip.. but... too late huhx...

realli wish for holidays wif frenx,wif honey... etc... sometimes, it's jus nice to haf a break from singapore,to go out n see, relax.. even if it's jus m'sia. well, see how bahx.

todae, went study wif bro. aft tt,went play lan wif bro n yuan xiang. lolx. nth much. bored. cuz stupid bus. make me see so mani 'stars'. *faintx*

2005-10-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

sux...

exams...sux...so sick of studyin the bio... am i a nurse or a doctor.. haix.. i'm jus glad i'm not a doc... wif all d treatments bla bla bla... haix..sianx.... *faintx*

2005-10-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

tiring... went for BCLS remedial.. so diaox.. onli prac infant. aft tt, go for the assessment. finally pass. clear~ aft tt, got the maternity revison lesson. sux man. stupid lecturer.hate d sight of her. so irritating. lolx. den went town meet my bro .he wan buy long sleeves shirt.. duh... walk n walk. haha. lucky got bro hel pme carry book. lolx. he bot a shirt 60 bucks. duhx... but quite nice.. ^-^ den went play lan a while.. now,home sweet home.heex.

missin my honey so much... lookin forward for our 'honeymoon'.... muackz!

2005-10-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

YEA!!

wat a great day sia!! todae went for my CPR test. pass everything except my infant choking!!!!!DIAOx..... hahax. shd hav passed tat, lidat once n for all. hehe. came back home, noe wat?? my mom ask me if we wanna move back to our old place areaa lea! OF CUZ I WANT! hahax. soooo much convenient. go town oso soooo much nearer, go sch oso slightly nearer... go anywhere oso !!! yea! so excited! thou it wil be 4 room flat,but then,tink of it. convenience!! hahax. exicted excited. wahahaha. prob telok blangah, bt merah,or bt purmei or tiong or watever. as long s it's near town. yea~ hahax. tis tym, can decorate my room myself le!!!

2005-10-16T13:42:00.000+08:00

study wif szemin n peiyun ytd.hee.szemin lyk lecturer,guidin us. lolx. aft tt,went to kranji meet up wif coco. went to a party. rich ppl. sigh. rich lyk hell lo. the party for the son's 1 mth bdae. kaox. sooo exaggarating!!! they made one of d road( u noe those bungalows the road veri narrow one) with mani tables. lyk weddin lidat. den stil got chefs n waiters some more!!!!!! =_= '''''

aft tt,went down double O meet wif ivan n jac. post celebrate ivan' bdae ,cuz tt time he was ard in singapore. dance n dance. love double O so much... nice songs! aft tt,went back home myself.dey were lyk worried i go home myself.hee.but quite used to it le.anyway,i'm stil alert oso.wahaa.fed sae send me back @ 1st,but AMK leh.so ex.don wanna trouble ppl.even if hon send me back,n go back amk i oso wil consider. thanks for d offer man. ^-^

got home,tired..donnoe y nowadays my liqor holdin deteriotes lea~ drink a bit onli. sighx. must train myself up again. heehee. realli miss the clubbing times wif hon... sigh.. a tough period for both of us.....

2005-10-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

finally,ytd,got to see hon. tis sun gg to see him again.so happi.geex. suddenly got the feelin to go to the sea. been long time since we went dere.geex. see how bahx.=) stressed manx..exams...soon..!!

2005-10-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

went je lib alone to study.not bad studyin myself thou. heex. can concentrate. wanted go to woodlands.prob can meet vonne, but den morning she sae no mood study...hmmx. so went je lo.heex.

aft tt,3plus,vonne came je.ate kfc. wahaha.psycho her one. =p had a good chat.. cuz of tings happenin recently.. my n hon quarrelled last nite... over y tings changed... n y do ppl changed... y do ppl always quarrel over such tings...hmmmx.. (tis is my thought.hee) well, sometimes, as a lady myself,i find women are so ironic too... for eg. tellin to ur bf tt u don wanna force him to do sth,but indirectly, u are forcing him to do sth... when some1 ask some1 to do sth tt is not to their will, isnt tat = to force? hmmmx. women.. are realli kou shi xin fei (dont meant wat dey sae). heex. well, sometimes it happen tis way doesnt matter. geex. tryin to change tis so called 'nature' of women. heex. well, in d end,tings are fine thou, wich i hope they are. ^-^

tis dedication is to vonne: ah ger, i dont know how tings may happen in between u n him... but no matter how, follow wat ur heart says... if u tink it's stil worth it,worth d chance, go ahead... but no matter how, u stil got lots of frenx,who cares bout u, moreover, there's not jus 1 tree in tis world... =)

heex.i'm so glad...i could see hon tml... can watch movie.. tis few days,seems lyk months manx... love him so much... & i realli do.... =)

2005-10-10T10:16:00.000+08:00

nothin much gg on..awaiting for hols. sighx.

last wed.went black wif yanlin neileen.heex.veri fun.but stupid gastric.tink had dinner too early tt tym.when comes to nite,gastric don feel well.dude...ate a pack of nuts.eilleen stuff me wif nuts.lolx.*juz kiddin manx* d waiter help us pay d balance. wahahax. went home veri late. at bout 4.haha.hannt been so late out wif frenx til so late.usually is wif hon they all one.heex.

nowadays,hadnt got much chance 2 talk to honey.=( he got duties n duties,finish alraedy,oso either quite late,or quite tired.i'm tryin to adjust manx. d tot of him gg taiwan makes me feel so sad... cant bear him to go..=( now he's onli on duty,yet,can onli see him one week once one dae onli. terrbily miss him.. but well,at least can study... hopefully next yr my bdae he will be ard...=)

2005-09-23T13:42:00.000+08:00

stress~manx...next week all the tests coming up.so irritating!!! NP aready finish thier exams yet,we're stuck wif tests onli!!! when's exams!!!! sobz.... reali cant wait for hols to come. but my hol doesnt look lyk one either... attachment.. kaox... reali soooo tired.. when can i hav long long breaks?=( gotta study tis weekend manx~

2005-09-18T18:36:00.000+08:00

went double O last nite!!!! super fun!!!!

ah wang n ah bee's bdae. guys n gals. bout 15 ppl.guess how mani drunk?!those suppose to knock off one already got knock off in the first pl.lol.ah wang n ah bee. 12 plus.they knock off liaox.lolx.me almost i guess.but i don wanna knock off so fast. nan de come out n play wif em. hon too! hon oso almost knock off. manx. we both hadnt had sooo much fun for sooo long. dance n dance n dance. sososo much of fun. hahax.i guess i was tooo high ytd. manx. kinda love tis feelin. lidat i wont look so stiff when i dance. lolx.

almost vomitted. but hold it back. heex. hon rested. lol. he jus slept down there. manx. so went back kinda early.2 plus, cuz lots of us cant make it aready. haha. fion helps me to send peter back. same area. thanks sooo much. me go back alone. heex. initially,tot i wil knock off once i reached home. surprisingly, i stil can go wash up. lolx. den on bed. there i go to la la land.

WAT A GREAT SUPER NITE!

TING!!!! NEXT TIME GOOO LEA!!! LOL. GARANTEE U'LL LYK! haha. got R&B n RETRO lea!! hehex

2005-09-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

sooooo long haven update my bloggie!!!!

lolx. been soo super busy wif attachment. soooo sianz lo!!! 8 beded.. kao ehx... keep kanna scoldin..lecturer,staff nurse. don lyk the staff nurses over here. they sooo strict..but well, somehow they realli teach us alot oso... but sometimes, thier attitude.. manx.. never the mind... I JUS CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS WARD!!! lolx~

next week study wk le. hav to study liaox manx.. sianx... soo far behind wif studies...

noe jus now brooch isss sooo super funni? lolx. i wanna comb his fur. den call him. no response. i was lyk,hmm.usually call him wil response one. den no bell sound oso lea. den i ask my mom got see him anotx. my mom jus now in toilet,came out,den oso din see him. i tot it's in my bro's room. oso don hav~ hahax. my room. oso no sign of him. parent's room,oso no. usually we jus let him run ard in the living room onli. lolx. i was lyk, where else he can be lorx. not even the bell can b heard. haha. den my mom go toilet see( cuz toilet door is closed one,whenever he's ard). lol. he's in the toilet lea!!! my mom din even see him inside~~! lolx. he went in to the toilet wif my mom. my mom din see him,den jus walk out n close d door. lolx. when he come out n come to me, his face is soooo funni!! haha..he's was lyk ,blur blur,lookin at me.hahahax. cant stand him manx. he's simply soooo cute. lolx..

2005-08-28T03:12:00.000+08:00

hey~
jus got back from devils~

initially quite bored. cuz donnoe any of jac's frenx.ltr,eddie dey all join us.feddric ard.lol.long time no see him.hehex.ah wang n feddric,hon's ex lovers.lolx.chatted wif jac's frens.realise dey kinda interesting ppl.hehex.fun,easy to chat. at first tot they kinda dao.cuz at first see one of her fren ard wif us when shopppin,din tok or sth.den aft tt,in devils,chat more.hahax.songs arite.some in between quite bored.hehex.
made ah wang drink.haha.his face so red n soooo black when gg home.cuz he's soo black.somemore he drink,becomes lyk bao gong.wahahax.thnx michelle n fion,for takin care of me.hehe.n thnx jac,thou u left early,hehe,but we got a fun shoppin dae yea?~geex...

a fun nite.hadnt go club for soo long.geex...thanks gals...

2005-08-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

duh!! so long hadnt update! lolx.been busy wif attachment...let's c wat 2 sae..

sat..
went shoppin wif jac n michelle. hehe.aft tt, meet up wif honey. sent me home. stayed over. nth much. wanna save $. haix.

sun.
supposed to meet go lib. ended up, din go. cousins came over see brooch.hehex. aft tt, play mahjong. won 20cents. lolx.

2dae. yippy dae!! no nid workwif tat idiotic a** old man! lolx.. bleah!!! wat a peaceful dae...hehex.

2005-08-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

long nice dae..=p

went to simei. gave brooch d last vaccination..yippy!! can take him out soon. geex. saw mani pets dere wor. so cute.hehex. den went pasir ris. the farmway. there oso got lots lots of pets!!!!but then..hmmm... the puppies dere don seem to appear healthy or cheerful to me... din like it much thou...

aft tt, went to the next area (ard the farmway too). there got a field for dogs to run around lea!!! so nice. so i took brooch to join in the fun too.. they soo funni lea.. dogs' gesture is to smell each other's butt.. lolx. den i see em smellin each other ones,knowin each other.. so cute... lolx.. wish s'pore got more places like tis. hehex. den went home le.. so hungry n tired.. geex. such a nice dae..=)

2005-08-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

bathed brooch~ soooooo fragrant now.. lolx...

went bugis. hee. go temple there. den on d way,bot ice-cream. saw shu hui!!!! lol. so surprised to see her buyin ice-cream s well. haha. den went bugis parco walk walk.... play arcade. went marina square. had dinner at CA. quite a special restaurant. jap food plus western. heex. but the management there kinda slow... -_-'' den... play billiard... went home... tiring... heex... got back home.. shake legs!!! lolx

2005-08-10T15:53:00.000+08:00

a long weekend...

sun.

went to buy fone.heex. took a long time. dad was naggin away. -_-'' heex. now using 3230. n ppl. i've changed my no. yea. geex. den,honey came over my pl n stay for d nite. send me to sch on monday. heex.

mon

went to sentosa.with peter. heex. went dere for a while onli. cuz got steamboat at home by my bro's cg in d evening. den, went home. help the ppl to prepare the food. alot of work manx. anita is so funni. cuz the auntie who prepare the stuffs one, bot onli gassy drinks. den anita don drink gaseous drinks. den she ask peter to buy ice lemon tea downstairs s peter was gg to buy ice s well. den aft tt, when ice lemon tea is up, haha,everyone lyk drink lemon tea. she so pek lor.den she put the drink below her 'personalised' seat. haha.den honey went to tease her.took her drink away w/o her knowing. lolx. hse was quite joyful. heex.d crowd disperse at 11. den we pack up. !peace~ lolx.

tue.
Happy birthday singapore~ geex. went to buy sands ( for the fish tank) in the afternoon.wow.3 packs of 25kg sand. haha. the tasks of carryin it goes to~ dad, peter, n my bro~!! lolx. had dinner at home. so nice. nowadays tings seems to be better.hee.

tings in sch sux.orite,it's i feelin sux. by? forget it. cant be bothered to sae. somehow,feel lyk givin up.i'm soo tired.but, i cant bear to. do i bear to? donnoe wat oso la. so sianz. argh~

gg to be our 1 year anniversary soon. tot of gg to JB and celebrate.how's d idea?heex. but no car lea. hav to take public transport. so shd go ahead wif it?Hmmm.better tink carefully.heex.

2005-08-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

duhs..nth much 2dae. so tired... sze min gave me a love letter wor~ thanks lots gal.. realli appreciate it. geex. next,hmmm. aft sch. stay back to finish up the clinical book. haix. diaox. so much to finish lorx. hopefully can finish it over the weekends. haix. but nvm. good news: next week, lots of free days~ heex. nth much 2 sae le...

2005-08-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

heyx..

manx.lotsa tings happen i guess? but hopefully resolved,except for 1. guess tat, nid time? donnoe. todae..hmmm..almost overslept.ha~ took cab~ =( heartache~ celebrated michelle's bdae ytd. wanted to stay a while longer dere, but.. well.. jus left early wif honey. hope she enjoyed her bdae. heex. n hope she love the present. =) nth much. hon sent me home. lol. saw shu hui n jie ning. manx... jie ning n peter was comparing cold jokes. hahahax... so funni lo. we lyk so noisy in the train. lolx. den went to je pasar malam. got craving for durian!!! haha. aft tt, went home. geex. relaxin..

2005-08-02T11:22:00.000+08:00

ytd, took brooch see vet. duhx. got a husky prowl on us!!! i guess he's tryin to be friendly,but he din noe how to express, tat's y scare us away. so me n my mom sat outside of the clinic instead. lolx. when it's our turn, the husky's owner was payin money at the counter,n the doc's room is beside the counter onli. it's such a small corner~ i realli afraid to pass by husky n enter the doc's room. lolx. no choice. my mom open the door, den stretched her hand to open the doc room big first, den me n brooch quickly 'chiong' inside the doc's room. my mom followed after den we close the door. *phew* brooch caught flu n mayb a bit of cough. doc gav him antibiotics n flu medcine.. diaoz. the medcine comes wif syringe one lea! lolx. next time can use it for my nursing practice. hahax. =p

hai. got a serious quarrel todae. tis is d 1st time over tis. i;m sry.i din cherish you enough. i onli noe how to expect.now, i knoe wat i shd do. n i now, all i nid, is time wif u. we jus had a 'child' wif us. we'll love him together, wont we. muackz!

i'm so tired now.. now in e lab. jus now lectures was jus sleepin away. haix. sianx. woke up so early.

2005-07-31T01:21:00.000+08:00

duhx.
had not a good day. quarrelled in the morning. haix. den went bring brooch to put microchip. duh. adeline sae take 1 hour to 2 hour. but it onli took 15 mins. diaox. haix. den reach home, rush to orchard. meet hon, coco n michelle. the stupid clothe ting. i haven sae d story huhx. den shoppin~ duh. bot clothes n 3/4 pants. spend $ again. hon n me din talk much or hold hands.haix. den rush to watch movie, the island. wow!!! ewan mcgreggor soooo yandao lorx.!!! lolx. the show soooo nice!!! hehex. onli tis time we got better.

aft tt, went to meet vonne. gave her a small surprise. lol. she's so touched.heeheex. good tat she's happy.=)

honey,i jus wanna sae,my love for u is much more den u tot it is.

2005-07-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

sighx. no mood. nth. all by myself.

2005-07-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

mood swings.

quiet. go sch, quiet. donnoe y. don feel lyk tokin. feel lyk stoppin the time. sigh. i'm so sicked n tired of eth. of wat? i oso donnoe. argh! tis feelin jus sux. jus wish to hav a holiday. a spa. a massage. a cozy place. etc. duhx. wat m i dreaming.

reached home early. see brooch. feelins got better. but he's so cheeky n notti. haix.everytime beat him, he gav me tat sad look . duhx...

crashed with sad news. honey called. said tml wud hav marchin. wont be bringin fone for 12 hours. i'm so sad. wat to do? no choice. sighx. i realli miss him so much. sometimes, i feel i jus nid nobody by jus him. juz him in my life. other things, doesnt matter anymore. haix. i jus feel so alone. duh...

2005-07-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

shiok~! todae mornin rainin!lolz. slp until so shiok. woke up. go 12pm bio.hahax. onli go there for 15 mins nia. den lecturer finish le. den do proj. went town.wif coco,michelle.hehex.shoppin!!! woo la~la~.hahaha. haben go orchard shop for some time le wor!!! hehex. bot future state skirt. 9 bucks onli!!!! kao.. so cheap. wahaha. actually,don lyk to go this kind of sales one. lol .coco realli good seachiin sales manx.lol. so i manage to get one for myself. went to c mango. wah seh.i aimed one top lea. but donnoe shd buy anotz. hehe. scared no $ le. went far east.wahaha. we 3 bot the same top. quite nice ehz. peter joined us later. hehex. eddie came later. den walk ard. den we went home. hee.

see brooch!! yippy!!! soo clever!!! lolz. honey is soo funni lorx. guess wat? when he left my place,stepped into the lift, he den realised,he forgot to bring house keys!!!!! wahahaha. his face expression sooo funni ehz! lolz. so diaox, so angry, so diaox,so angry.wahahax. =x i'm so bad manx.heehee.doin proj now.duhx. sianz rite?hahax.hopefully can do well. honey's helpin me with it. yea!! muackz!

2005-07-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

745.woke up by baby. duhx.he was jus whining away. diaox. hahax. mom jus happen 2 wake up for work too. oh God. he ''put put'' on d floor!! grr. so spent quite sum time to clean up d area. clean finish already lea, he ''put put'' again. duhx!!so angry.so tis time, i beat beat his butt. ask him to ''put put'' on d newspapers! den i went back to slp for another 1 hour.

dad drove me to sch.duh.was late. cuz go the wrong way. hax. so bored manx. miss brooch sooo muchx.jus love him soooo much. lolx. hope honey wont be gettin jealous of him. hahax. called my bro to see how's brooch gg. yea~ he soo guai.finally ''put put'' on d newspaper~!! hehe. hopefully tml morning he wil pass motion on the newspapers. heeheex.

2005-07-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

welcome brooch~~!!

got a new member at home!!!!~~!!!! went puppy-searching.hehe. went simei pet safari~ suppose to consider onli.haha. den i end up manx.sooo happy to see shi tzu,brooch.geex!!! got fate wif him manx~ hehex. dad's payin for puppy itself. den i subsideis for the accessories n food. soo happy to see him~!!! geex...

lastly, welcome home, brooch~!!! hehex...

2005-07-24T17:01:00.000+08:00

FRI
went campin!! hehex. so nice. noe wat????!!saw santor constellations lea!!!!! soooooo mani of em lorx. everytime can onli see 2 stars of it. but then, we can see sooo mani stars of em. geex. so nice ehz.... but later in the nite,d clouds cover the stars stars le.hehex. den chat chat. play cards. hehe.had an early nite thou.

SAT
slept til 9+.hmpf!honey bring the breakfast to tempt me to wake up! hmpf! wu gui rite? hahax. den we saw the sky on oppsite side of the sea gettin soo dark. we quickly pack up. heehee. aft tt, we went marine parade. suppose to take bus from dere. den lea, we saw kbox. diaox! so we ended up go k box. cuz stil so early.n so cheap oso. wahahax. got a heated quarrel at kbox oso.=( over stupid tings. but after tt, ok le. den went amk. hehex. go dere.eat dinner. den went to meet vonnevonne n her fren, wan ting. wahaha. peter's driving vonne crazy!!! hahahax. so funni~ lolz. me n vonne oso. luaghin lyk nobody's businnes.hahaha. we went to watch wetdreams2. alamak. such a stupid show. a bit funni, but oso veri lame. diaox. lolx.
aft that, walk ard a bit den went home.such a nice evening. heex.

dedications:
-->ah ger vonne aka moronr: nice evenin spent yea?? next wil be fri with gin aka idiot~ lol...

2005-07-22T03:50:00.000+08:00

went devils bar. duhx. bouncer check my ic. diaox. stil look so small lidat.hahax. first time go dere. hmmm. so so lorx. got 3 floors i tink? forgot already. lolx. music. not bad. r&b. geex. but dance floor kinda small.hax.n ppl dere oso quite mature. business business kind one.hehe. went dere for a while nia. left very early.got home 1plus. ha.

realli miss my honey so much.haix. tis week feel lyk hadnt tok to him much lidat. he's so busy or sth. sobz. tot todae can see him,but he end up last min got duty. argh! realli hope can see him fast. tml. sob..

2005-07-19T12:19:00.000+08:00

fri

went wif honey to ikea. heex. bot candles & ... ( i forgot wat's d ting called.heehee)den went queensway shoppin centre find his mom. hehe.his mom was kinda happy to see us. geex. den she treat us mua chee. =p aft tt, went jp. honey bot a tent wor!! yea! hehex. den came my place n stay. to watched finish d vcds.

sat.
was home for whole afternoon. aft tt, went Holland village find his uncle. wanted to eat at the restaurant dere one.but not so nice to disturb his uncle lidat. heex.so we went to eat swensen!! hehex. so long hadnt eat swensen~! eat so full. geex. den went to Central Mall. went to a pub, Heaven's. meet up wif eddie they all. It's his sis's bdae. had a celebration dere. wow manx. they ordered a huge Martell. wish i cud carry it home manx. hahax. honey drank quite a lot. he's a bit drunk drunk aft d pub closes.

Aft tt, we went to MU. dance a while onli. no mood. donnoe y oso. prob too tired. den drag my honey home. manx. lucky he can stil walk. haix. if not i donnoe how to carry him le. but he st away knock off when he reached my place. diaox.first time see him drink soo much. lol. it's oso becoz long time hadnt seen em bahx.

todae, late for tut. din go for evenin class. meet honey. heex. play billiard.den he sent me to je,den he go back camp le. hee. gg to b so fast.prob fri can see him le.geex. so tired now.

2005-07-11T04:07:00.000+08:00

sunday afternoon.

jus finished watchin tv. wanted to get sum slp. cant slp. my mind's too much of things. of wat? of my parents.

dere's times,i realli cant wait to leave tis place. tis few days,whenever get home, d sight of em, jus spoils my mood. when wil dey ever realise, to stop treatin me lyk a kid? hon ask me to tok to em. but wat for? i'm angry. i'm duper angry. wif em. wif their ways of controllin me. ppl see me, s if i'm free, i heck care. yes. i am. but how? all these, i fight for myself. i fight for it. i don care wat they tinks. i don care abt their opinions. i don even bother. becuz wat they tink, is they brought it to emself~ none of my business n none of my fault.

got home late. got home late. did i ever ask em to wait for me? did i ever ask em to wait for me then go slp? i din not! i ask em not to wait,but they stil wait. they jus cant let go of me! i din not ask em to wait~!!! it's not my fault tt i got home late. i no longer a kid!!! i no longer those times playin wif dolls n stupid stuffs. but they stil stop at tt time!

how long can dey protect me???!! i realli wish i can move out now! every mth, the allowance i gav em, it's abt d same s i go outside n rent a room~ i don blieve i cant survive w/o em. i stil can survive w/o em. i don wan those love! but wil dey listen? so wat if they listen?? they stil wanna treat me in their ways! i even had to resort to certain means to get wat i wan from em. passports, freedom. etc etc.

God, i no longer a kid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop treatin me lyk one!!! STOP PROTECTIN ME!!!!!

i'm so angry.i reali m so angry. cant i jus survive on my own?!!

2005-07-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

todae.

sch ends early. ended at 3pm. 2pm lecturer sux!!! lucky she's jus a stand-in,i hope so. aft tt, yu ting send me to the mrt station.heehee. so nicee. den saw gloria,den sze min,fenglin n peiyun came up. was surprised to see em. lol. went to sze min's pl in d end. hahax. cuz of some reasons too. =p so nicee eh. her pl lyk full of treasures. lolx.

aft tt, went jp. wait for hon...heeheex. can see him wor. came my pl. watch vcds. den home. heex. muackz!

2005-07-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

4th jul

sch started. excited? mayb. gg year2 already.haix. tis semester wil b lyk bullet train. manx. sianz 1/2 aready. lesson ended 7pm. went home. doze off early.

tue.
lesson end 1pm. went sentosa wif honey, regina,n her dear, eugene.regin-eugene.thier names rhythms huhx? geex. had a great time. honey was bullyin me. haha. tis time, i got help from regina!!! yea yeahx. got home 10plus. sooo tired too.

2dae.
went to lab lesson oni.overslept. sighx. too tired. i nid rest!!!! tml gg to hav evenin class. haix.

2005-06-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

SG SALES~

SAT
finally,my pay has come!! lolx. been waitin for it to buy tings. everythin on sales! lolx. went to attend a talk on colon cancer wif vonne n hon. heex. aft tt, hon n me shop ard causeway point. heex. bot a pair of slippers at a bazaar. 16 bucks eh~~!! hehex.n d design so nice oso. not lyk auntie auntie one. hahax. den went amk. hon bot a shoes oso. hehex. cuz his shoes oso quite ker lian already. lolx. he ahx. so funni. cuz don hav e sizes of the designs he want. lol. aft tt, went bugis. hahahax. yippy!!!! bot a top $22, a skirt,$12 onli!so cheap n nice. lolx. den bot F.I.R cd. wanted ou de yang new album,but there don hav. hahax. so cool manx. tt dae i jus practically shop n shop. hahahax.

SUN

hon n i went sentosa. hehex. nice weather, thou a bit bit passin rain.heex. went to find my bro's grp dere. they were playin volleyball. wah manx!!! one of the other grps (outsiders) were playin volleyball wif em.guess dey were volleyball players.n one of em, i almost tot it's a ger, but i cant believe it. it's a guy. arghhh! n he's soooooo...er xin... d way he start the ball.. oh my God. n he was oso dancin to the rhythm when the bar dere happen to play rnb songs. arghh! playin volleyball n dancing. ahhhh!! so er xin. realli see him i almost vomit. i canot stand it manx. lolx. summore,from NP.

hon n i walked off aft d match.hehe.so sweet.we were pickin nice shells n some stones( i donnoe wat's those are call in english).hehex. den we left the place at bout 2. went harbor front to shop. hahaha. bot racerback at 6 bucks~! baleno. hehex. den on tt dae, i oso bot a giodano polo.haha.30% dicount. haha. i guess my waredrobe falling apart soon. manx.....

2005-06-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

sat.

was home wif honey. haix. was suppose to be a good dae for us. but my !!#$%^^ came back suddenly.i jus wonder when wil dey ever let go!!!! i'm 18!!!!!! i'm not a child come on!!! fark manx. haix. i nid privacy!!!!!!

sent honey bak to changi airport. den went to meet max. we went club - mammo. not bad a pl. price okay. it saes b4 10pm,entry is free. n d drink. most often dey got a period 1 for 1. so it's bout 35 for 2 jugs. happen tt his frenx oso join us. overall, kinda fun. doze off st8 aft i wash up my face. geex.

sun.

had good food d whole dae manx. morning lunch. went to revovling restaurant to eat dim sum wif my parents. happy father's day dad. =) d restaurant is reali revolving manx. hahax. kinda amazing. den went simei wif honey. wow. the pet shop dere soo spacious. geex. i jus love the dogggies sooo much. den went tampines mall wif honey too. shop for while onli. den went lion city hotel (paya labar). his fren's weddin. hee. congrats wor. honey stuffs me wif the food. wahaha. so full manx. geex.

manx. thou hon jus left, but i reali missin lyk crazy alrady. muackz!

2005-06-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

tired..tired..tired..no life..=(

manx. dis whole week of attachment drained up my energy totally!!! cant imagine i hav 2 survive for 2 weeks more.. haix. ytd. one of d patients jus pass away. haix. 1st time seein a patient pass away( thou hear a few,but first tym seein for myself). it's so sudden, thou she's not in my cubicle. when i see her, my heart jux felt so overwhelmed. haix. ~ life's so unpredictable~ sumtimes,dey r jus waitin for time to go... haix..

2 of my patients discharged todae. work 2o mins OT. hee. cuz was observin a procedure. withdrawin of bone marrow. oh manx.. he's soooo painful... first time seein bone marrow too. heex. aft tt, went back to my prev ward to look at my lady patient. haix.. she broke down in front of me.. =( so heartache to see her cry....

dere's gg to mani of such cases to see for years, or prob d rest of life... i hope i can pull thru manx... ~jia you~~ !

2005-06-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

1st dae of VTP.

shiok. no lecturer guidance tis time!!heeheex. nth much gg on. posted to ward5G( 57). onco ward. haix. nth much to do. except TPR. argh! sianx manx.tml afternooon shift summore.=( hope tis 3 wks pass quickly manx...

2005-06-13T06:20:00.000+08:00

GREAT NITE!!!

geex. went to EskiBar last nite. errr... it's quite creative. hehex. d crew were wearing those snowin coats etc.n they provide coats for ppl too. lolx.

After tt, went to Dbl-O ( donnoe if it's spelt tis way).hehex. manx..soooooo cool!!!!! n it's soooo much worth of the $!!! guys~~! next time we go yea? lolx. soo mani yandaos... songs oso great. it got 4 areas u noe??? n onli for 20 bucks. cool rite? if u lyk retro, u can go to the retro dance floor wich is upstairs. if u lyk techno n r&b, can go downstairs. practically, u got access to everywhere~~ geex. rocks manx...i guess i'm fallin in love wif the place. lol. d drinks are cheap too... realli kinda cheap lorx. geex. i guess it's so much worth of the price. hehex. we went to the techno n r&b area. den aft tt, we went to the retro one. lolx. soo fun. we 3 gals were havin drinkin competitions wif one pair of guys ( cuz one of the guy is soooo....no words to descibe) .hehex. we won!!! lolx. actually frank quite alotx last nite. hehex. soo long hadnt had tis feeling already... the feelin of being high... n enjoyin so much.geex. den one of crew took a group of picture of us!! hehex. it wil b posted in their website. ( lemme go check it out first yea).hehex.

it closes at 4am. so aft tt, we went down to Devils. lolx. it seems lyk it's practically a CHIONG nite. hahax. actually not realli oso. one of the ladies got drunk. so we helped her clean up when we reached dere. aw.. din get to enter Devils. but nvm. hehe. aft tt, me n honey walked to somerset. cuz jus another 1/2 hr more can take cab w/o midnite charge. hehex.

practically, i got home at 6 plus.haha.lack of slp!!!!!! manx. hehex.

nevertheless, i wish to thank my HONEY!!! hehex. mmmuackz!!!!!

2005-06-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

geex.

slacked in the mornin.watched d last disc of Fushigi Yuugi~ it's damn super nice manx.... so sweet... =)

went to daryl's bbq at admiralty wif my bro. they're quite a joke. lolx. aft tt, went to meet my precious honey.geex.~

went marina square n catch Mr. n Mrs. Smith!! it's soooooooooooooooooo nice~~~!!! hahahax. both charmastic couple. hehex. honey gave me a veri huge surprise too... finally got a watch... titus watch..geeex..

*deeply touched* mmmuackz!!!!!

2005-06-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

whoa whoa~

heehee. it's june!!!!! oh manx. jus been lazy to update my blog.lol. mad bout vcds!!! geex.

went to watch monster-in-law wif honey todae. it's hilarious manx!!! lolx. hopefully my future mother-in-law wont turn up lidat.wahahax. crazy manx. heeheex.

geex. wat's 2 sae? it's gonna to b lots of updates . forget it. lol. tat goes todae!!! geex..

2005-05-14T07:51:00.000+08:00

whoa.look at my last update?10 may!!! tat was 3 days ago. lol.

has been soo busy wif attachment. geex. but it's soo fun.hehex.did 2 times of dressing!!! one is simple dressing,n d other one is stump ( amputated/sutures) dressing. lolx. first time do dressing,i contaminate.do 2 times. cuz no choice. terrance is supervising me, den abt 4 student nurses were observing. haha. he got no choice but to ask me re-do. hehe. understanable. =pnowadays seen alot of surgical wounds manx. sad is, morning do dressing, i don hav much appetite during my break.hehe.but gettin used to it le.=p

ytd,meet up wif honey!!! yea yea! aft 4 days of workin.hehex. n 4 daes of thoughts of him. finally can see him. hehex. actually, time table quite packed,esp. when i'm realli realli so tired. but stil, made n effort to meet him,cuz realli wannna see him.geex. bot neccessities. den honey gav me an mo!!! massage! hehehex. sooo nice ehx. geex.

dedications:

vonne vonne: meet up soon ehx!!!!!! lolx... we both mux tahan yea?!! ganbateh!

dearest dearest honey: mmmauczk!! heehee. can meet up tis sun le wor. geex.

2005-05-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

hOn stayed over over d weekends.hee.wasnt planned thou.

ytd. went out wif mom. treat her eat Thai Express at city link. lol. budget ehx. den honey last min can book out. cuz sun early mornin gg east coast for his training. was tinkin gg marina square to play pool. when i reach marina square, saw jason. argh.heck manx.

mom den suggest go jurong east play. more convenient. so went jurong east play pool. mom actually so funni. donnoe how to play. honey was t'ching her. lol. from her,i saw the 'old' me when i played pool in d beginning.heehee.

tis morning.5plus.woke honey up. prepared bit of breakfast 4 him. den send him 2 d door,n den i went back to slp. 10plus. honey finish his run n reached my place. duh.had little slp todae. now i realise,being someone's wife,isnt easy. lolx. next time, hire a maid~ heehee. tired manx.

special dedication:
to dOuG: happy happy birthdae! wish u always happy happy n financially blessed~!

to HoneY: miss u miss u miss u. n mmmauckz!

2005-05-05T15:25:00.000+08:00

ytd was me n hOnEy 8th month anniversary.

lotsa tings happen. mom came back super foul mood. say, family wil b gg financial crisis soon etc. another hand, bro is stil d same. sighx. felt so pity for my parents. they both haf been worryin bout my bro, yet, wat does he noe/ understand? he doesnt seem bothered nor care. sighx. sianx.

luckily, i stil haf honey wif me. came my place n stay overnite ytd ( cuz todae gg back camp). so nice 2 hav sum1 by my side. really sweet. =) hope the family wil get thru everythin...

2005-05-03T15:24:00.000+08:00

shiokx..

ytd, vonne ger called me up. ask me go explanade,wif yeeling n her. duhx. so late ehx.830.actually veri lazy one,but aiya.so long din see her.hehex.so meet up wif her. meet up wif her n her bf first. send her bf to boat quay to work. end up sit dere chit chat for a while. her bf's colleague made tequila sunrise. not so nice ehx.=x heehee. yeeling din turn up in d end. hor hor! guesss vonne gg to drill her already.wahahax. =p
aft tt, went explanade wif her. she treat me $1 ice-cream.to compensate my 15 mins waitin time.-_- lolx. walk dere. go find her fren at d garlic restuarant. den go off take train train. -_-''

todae, haix. mom drag me out. argh! i'm soo tired. haix. went wif em to collect spec,bro wan by fone. den late afternoon shop for groceries. duhx. day ok la. in between got unhappiness, but fine le.

missin honey soo much.3rd may. our 8th anniversary. mmmuackz!

2005-04-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

went to town wif ting ytd.

heehee.shoppin spree. tried serveral tops, but none i exceptionally lyk alots one~ hmmm. hehe. better don buy tings on rush. hehex. bot adidas perfume!! whoa! guess how much?~~ hahax. 15 bucks onli ehz! the new model one (tracy u hav one). but u bot d different one. the floral one. hehex. den bot eyeliner. den slippers!!! hehex. aft tt, go p.s play arcade. hahax. yea yea. improved my bubble memories. hehex. jia you nehx! =p

todae, whoa. do alot of errands? hahax. went clinic. supposingly is i visit the clinic. cuz my skin itcy. end up, brought emeline ( my pet) to the vet. phew. lucky it's mites. i tot it's scabbies. phewx.. she had an injection. hee. i tot she'll squeak, but did not ehx. hee.

den went to nite polyclinic at jurong. doc sae it's skin reaction. -_-''

everythin's fine,except my bro's case. haix. got worst manx. jus hope he'll tink thru.

2005-04-27T15:33:00.000+08:00

back from chalet!!!

was 3 day 2 nite chalet. but stay for the first ( bbq) nitez. hee.

1st dae of chalet, was fun. hee. reach dere ard evening. den bbq. den we play cards,mahjong, n some games, lyk no. game. haha. noe wat's d forfeit? is to drink 1 litre of water, n w/h 1 hour, canot go to the toilet. lolx. fenglin is the 'water barrel'. lolx. poor ger.

den watch horrow show.i don dare watch lorx. haix. nvm. d rest tell u guys next time. heehee.

todae, erm. nth. slack todae. went ktv. but nobody sings,except me n hongwei. cuz got 1 hour free premium mahx. don waste it. =) den... play a bit of pool. den went back to the chalet. fenglin left early cuz she's unwell. den not much ppl left. dad picked me up jus now.

guess my parents recently realli is veri upset. over wat? over my bro. sighz.teenagers. but is it realli becoz he's a teen? sighz. my parents are so hurt by him. mom esp. she dote him d most. dad oso, jus tt dad don express out. haix. jus home my bro wil start to tink.....

2005-04-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

lazy to update my blog. hehee..

went on window shoppin wif michelle n fion ytd~~~ hehex. quite shiok oh. fion went to cut her hair at super cut. they cut quite nice ehz. hehe. by the time she's done, it's bout 5+. so we catch a bite. den michelle drove us to eddie's place to pick him up, so tat he cud lead the way to tampines to do facial. geex. how fortunate michelle is. her bf is sooo reach lyk hell manz. livin in a 3-storey bungalow. a lexus sports car etc. manz. eddie let her drove the car too. hehe. the ting is tat, hehe. we gers aint good map-readers. lolx.

eddie's place is so magnificent. well, to me, it is. i had nv seen 1 lidat b4 lorx. lyk a mountain turtle lidat.lolx. it's sooooo fabulously decorated. manx. den he drove us to tampines. while he's doin facial, we do a little shopping. hehex. coco joined us for dinner aft tt. had pasta mania. aft tt, go hm le. hehe. he dropped me off at yishun. thankx manx. =)

todae, went to theory practice. haha. sianz. minghui!!! he book the wrong slot for me. hmpf. hehe. but lucky stil got other slot available. hehe. practice n practice. quick quick pass, den can go take my test le. hehe. realli cant wait 2 finish my drivin lesson. cuz i cant wait to take bike license!!! geex.

2005-04-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

2005 oRieNtaT|on

woke up 5am in d mornin 4 2005 orientation day. help out wif it. geeex. i'm the one of the mentors of grp 16!!! lolx. morning when they first came, they wil lyk so quiet ( jus lyk me tt time.hahax.) den aft a while, while waitin for the director's speech, some of em manage to break the ice. heehee. lunch session is not bad either ( except tat d food is bad), but session wif mentees is good. hee. there's tis ger, Jae, she helps us too. geex.

aft lunch, we got treasure hunt game. tis is great. cuz everyone of em is tryin their best to enjoy the game. they r quite united. geex. tis year nursing students not s mani s our batch. onli 23 ppl in a class. aft the treasure hunt, we were soo tired. but stil, veri fun. hehe. got to noe their names. geex. see u guys soon yah?geex.

2005-04-16T13:12:00.000+08:00

YIPPY!!! LAST PAPER!!!

YEAH! no more papers from todae onwards!!! haha. finalyl done wif my last paper. n guys, noe wat? idin even study at all. hahax. i jus basically flippin thru my book ,n readin the notes lyk story book. haha. but good is tat this paper mostly is common knowledge for us. hehex.

finish paper at 1030. hehe. double date todae~ haha. went k box session wif yvonne n her bf, me n peter honey. hehex. sing n sing n sing. hahaha. so funni. hehex. not a bad session todae. =) n it's not ex! oni bout 10 bucks each person. hehex. den me n him went to play pool ,while yvonne n her bf go home first. cuz her bf veri the tired. 24 hours of work. poor ting. *yvonne, jia you~ * heehee. den play lan!!! can u imagine?? i play lan eh!! hahax. play dota~ haha so fun. first time find lan game so fun. hehe. i jus started learning onli. yea yea. next time peter go play lan i no nid feel bored le~ hehex.

den went J8.to get bIrthday bOi MerVin prezzie tml. hehex. got orientation day tml. manx! have to wake up super duper early! 5 am!!! cuz gotta reach sch by 7. sobz. hav been years since i wake up so early on a sat. hahaha.

ok lahx. i pen off here. haf to slp le.hohoh. nitey guys! =p

2005-04-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

mon

ytd went studyin wif yvonne n her fren, yi ling. hehex. supposingly study wif tracy they all 1, sobz. but they din go study in d end. so i meet up wif von instead le. hee. s usual, i tink we 3 gers got a disease in common; laughin disease. hahax. i donnoe wat's so funni either. heh heh. i tink the libarian gonna chase out out soon. lolx. but not bad. study quite alot. we study til the lib almost closing. den me n yi ling go for dinner. hehe. aft tt go home le.=p

todae,oso meet up wif em to study. todae paper is not bad. heehee. study session todae is quite slack.haix. but i'm tryin my best le. hope can finish it by tml manx. good luck for my bio. lolx..

to tracy n grp: hee. sry guys.hadnt been able to meet up wif u guys s often tis week. but i'll try wor. good luck for ur papers yah! *grins*

to von: crazy ger! hahahax. good lucky for ur papers too. heehee. *smiLes*

2005-04-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

heehee. let's do a bit trick here. for those who's my blog fans, hope u see the diff? heehee..

went sentosa todae wif honey. manx. soo shiok! made the sentosa membercard! heehee. 15 bucks onli. not ex hor? oso quite alot of benefits. heehee. sun-tanning is great! thou din reali lie down much to sun tan, but we walk ard. heehee. went to siloso beach. we crossed the small island dere. heehee. there got fish fish eh!! so cute. hahax. den i oso scared of fish fish. so honey carries me. heh heh. *cheeky*

borrowed frissbee from d 3 gers beside us. hehe. n then over d other side, dere was a guy takin fotos of em sneakily. idiotic manx! thanks to my honey. he's a fotographer. so i informed the 3 ladies bout it.heehee. din noe frisbee can be so nice to play. hahax.

finally, our day ends. we both so tired. heehee.netherless,it's fun~ mmmuackz!

2005-04-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

largh!

itink i'm havin mood swings!! haix. or m i tinkin too much?

1stly, i don understand myself. i donnoe wat characteristics i have, wat personaililty i have. hmm. how to understand myself better? i donnoe. most of the tings, i jus fit myself into situations, even into situations wich i don lyk. i guess tis is wat most ppl do?

frenx. i'm glad i hav.but m i anyone's good fren? or i'm jus nobody? or i'm jus an ordinary person, who is jus, an ordinary fren to others? if they meant sth to me, shd i sae out, or shd i jus keep tis feelin in my heart? sumtimes, i realli not good in xpressing.d more i try, d more i'll mess tings up.but, i'm jus nobody.

i wish my lifestyle cud be wider. sighz. i wish, my social life cud be wider too. i wish, i wish, n i wish. but so? wishes are nth. they jus don came true. sigh.

honey,i glad tt i hav u. it's u. but i jus hope, ORD wud jus come faster. i hope there wil be mani times u wud be wif me phsyically, emotionally, in soul n in heart, to be wif me. to encourage me, to comfort me.

*sighz* sianz*

2005-04-04T08:41:00.000+08:00

went pub ytd wif honey n his frenz. hee. they celebrating his bdae, wich is tml. poor honey. they make him drink so much. geez. one aft another one. all takan him. heehee. but lucky honey din got drunk. phew. hee. sang n sang at the pub last nite. until throat got so dry. heehee. we were dere all the way until the pub close we're stil there singing n playin poo. cuz it's his fren's pub itink. hee. aft tt, honey send me back.yea. lucky dad invited him to stay over at my place. if not i'll be super worried if he goes hm himself. hee.

so went lunch together with him. yea yea. first time wor. =p hope tis wil go on n on. mmuackz!!

2005-03-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

oni ambel's lesson todae. honey came my sch to find me! yea yea. hee. nth much oso. so sianz. exams coming. next week 1 week break. gonna make fuuuuuullllll super use of it! i had been slacking manz. gotta get my butt out of my chair. wahahax. =p

*honey honey. heehee.ans me. y do i miss u every now n then? i gg to miss u sooo much soon. =) *

2005-03-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

no lesson todae. meet yvonne to study. wahaha. not bad ah. we 2 mad gers stil manage to study alotz.heh heh. honey came join us later. hee. he la. din tell me he reach liaoz. =p den we study study study. yvonne go meet her dear. hee. den we stay dere a little more den we left liaoz. cuz the magician too noisy. heehee..

went jp eat kfc. den went to buy emeline's nail clipper. haha. well, she struggled of cuz. so poor ting. she's lyk whining away.i oso don dare to see. had quite a hard time trimming her. =p was veri unhappy wif dad at first. cuz he gave me attititude lidat. so went downstairs n tok to honey. so nice of him. listen to me. n even let me vent my anger. n den he stroked my hair to cool me down. so sweet n comforting. =) went to nearest coffee shop to help dad buy wonton noodle. den dad din angry. surprisingly. hee.

aft tt,honey went home. missing him. lucky gg to see him tml.=) f

2005-03-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

had malay test todae. argh! don understand wat's those malay sentences mean.wahaha. even noe its meaning, i oso donnoe how to write in malay. *pengz* but well well, i did my best.hope can pass ya.hee.

*miss honey so much*